Ok so the pale green was a mistake. It's too light. Can see now why they had it black. The kitchen cabinets are a nice shade of a color I like to call 'pale urine' and the pale green enhances that.. might have to go a darker green now…
All the sugar is a mistake too. I'm sure it's affecting my mood. I'm feeling a bit flat and there's no good reason other than my diet has slipped to become a bit shitty and I can't seem to muster the energy to start treating myself better and eating more healthily. Which comes first the horse or the cart? The bad diet or the lack of drive to improve the diet?
I'm someone who lives sober and chooses to never ever drink alcohol ever. Just thought I'd reiterate that (to myself?).
I keep hearing about random people who know me who read this blog but I'd never know because they don't comment or say anything to me directly. That feels a bit strange. But I suppose if you choose to blog about your life you open yourself up to everyone in the entire world and that might mean former colleagues or friends in distant places or old school friends or randoms I've met once at a BBQ or whatever can quietly feast upon my musings …
If you know me and are reading why don't you comment and anonymously say 'hi'.. go on… I dare you … or even if you don't know me you could say 'hi' from your corner of the world.
Clearly I'm feeling flat and somewhat needy ...
In the meantime I will continue on with washing the kindy dress-ups, mopping the kitchen floor, making myself a green juice (healthy!), watching crap TV coz I can, reading other sober blogs, ferrying my sons around the neighborhood, painting my toenails (now that's a good idea) and generally just basking in the glow of my glorious sobriety (positive note to end on).
I need to put some loud pop music on. Now that's a seriously good idea!
Love, Mrs D xxx
